1 nov 4.30am.
waken up at 6.30 after tat heard tat gt taiji without word n eat i faster bath n chiong cab dwn after tat cb reach thr the malay ppl go liao..gan dulan.after went to songka thr sit sit drink drink talk cock but i act i'm noramal but actually i'm very sad.after songka me,liang,jeff,seng n his gf tgt went to downtown Ehub watch movie..we watch high sch musical the story of the show is so touching..jus reached hm not long ago.same routin online see her blog after tat she say so wat her stead nv gib her present he gt his stead she jiu happy le..haizz.after tat u say today u n ur bf so close eat maggie tgt n play maple tgt..i glad tat i heard u r happy wit ur stead..wat else i can do for u?hope u really happy.so wat i sad u doesnt even care cos i jus a nobody to u..i noe i saying all lan jiao way desmond cheong u say u glad that she happy y r u stil dropping tear??i think i really jealous n sad to see tat..nvm god thx for let her happy n let all the burden of sad let me carry..i'm a guy let all thing carry by me michelle tan stay happy as nw ok..tk care..michelle bf plz dun hurt her plz.

Konbanwa !

Yo ! I am here to blogged.
I am not desmond, I am some hacker !
laughs.I am here to tell him,Gotta cheer up,
Don't break down because of one failed relationship.
Why bother ? Why not just look into the future instead of brooding over the past?
Ain't i right?
Now you fall down, It doesn't means that you would fall off forever,
If you have the courage to stand up and face reality, why not?
Sometimes, It's heaven will.
Since you're not fated to be with her, Then just let her go, Why hurt yourself?
Right?
And, You aren't a third party for goddess sake.


I hope my words do help.

With love,
Your only daughter..



Taddddddaaaaaaaaaaa..
















In case you couldn't remember this cute daughter of yours.
HA HA HA!

31oct 6am
i try myself to slp but in bed i keep roll lai roll qu.thing keep appear in my mind.keep thinkin of the past we have in last tym n the conversation we have in msn.i gt bf le tis wat u type to me til nw i stil cant forget lol..u early on msg me ask me go see ur blog but i stil cant firgue out wat u wan to say to me??u posted the hello kitty i given u i so happy u noe n type thr dun say u selfish u oso took this.i understand wat u mean..last tym i'm jealous u took a pig doll n see in wallpaper n even tat is ur ex buy for u de..i admit i jealous so now u wan to tel me tat u oso took tis too.meaning u stil love me or??after tat ur blog post ur day wit ur baby(baby bf)..so after all wat u trying to say to me?the day u wit ur bf or u stil love me??i think the whole night staring wit ur blog i dun care understand wat u wanna proof to me??i hatred myself m i being a 3rd party between u n ur bf??if i gt a chance to ask ur bf i will ask him when u sick wher is he wat he done for u??when u nid a simple hello kitty in ur heart do he really go out n find for u??he ur bf why cant he make u happy by giving wat u wan n wat u did?hw wish i can replace him but no use le..michelle bf plz treat her gd care for her more plzz..dun make her disappointed again le plz cherish her can..desmond cheong u r a 3rd party dun think too much!!

31 oct 2.50..
i so sad tat u told me u have a bf..wat else i can do?if he really treat u gd all the best to u..michelle bf plz cherish her i wan a 2nd chance to cherish her no more le is gone everything.dun wait till lose liao then regret is really too late le..jus nw after seeing the msg u told me tat u have bf i offline n i went dwn find tan they all..after slack awhile all wan go hm so went hm oso.suddenly i saw my hse thr the prime is 24h so wented in n buy a maggie mee tat is tom yam flavour de i noe u like to eat so suddenly have a feelin wan to eat..plz cherish her she really a gd gal plz dun make her disappoint again.her heart is fragile handle it wit care plzz..haizz

31 oct 1.27am
i so happy jus nw tat u chat wit me in msn quite a time but end up u told me tat u gt bf le..i really gt nothing to say after tat i offline n i going out nw le..i darm sad but i jus cant controll my tear..god wish her happy plz hope tat guy is her mr right but i wont gib up i will stil underground concern her n protect her..

31oct 12.50am
i so happy happy today..today wake up at 5.30pm then saw michelle blog tat she was sick of coughting n flu..i straght chiong dwn tm without eat go find tan then go buy wood for her n put at her hse..after put i go her hse downstair the coffeeshop eat then after tgt wit my friend go novena walk walk..i so happy tat she tk the hello kitty n post in her blog n she reply my msg although is alittle bit but i stil feel happy.thx michelle.

29oct 9.52pm,
woken up at 7 n yang cal me tat my blood sis gt taiji at enous so i faster wake up n prepare myself n chiong dwn to yanag hse dwnstair meet him then frm thr we tk bus to enous.after tat we reached then we sit dwn at coffeeshop n settle the taiji by talking..after tat me & tan went go michelle hse cos i ask him to follow me cos he stay beside my blk nia..then we reached michelle hse i put the hello kitty at her hse outside n msg her.i msg her open ur door n see meow meow looking for u.after tat i at his hse thr de overhead brigde tat camp for her to open door..i so happy tat i saw her open door n tk the hello kitty in i was so happy happy lol she even reply me thx anyway..jus a simple msg u make me so happy.after tat tan told me tat michelle gt contact shawn nwadays.she even tel shawn i really gt hospital ar?meaning she think i lying to her but wat for i wan lie to u to make u pity me?i dun like ppl pity me at all.she even tel shawn tat i very fan all this everytime go her hse put thing.haizz,michelle tan do u noe who the 1 which betray u n make u name smelly??is the 1 u trust i dun wan say is who..tat person already gib me scold til very jialat le..do i really really very fan??i already did my best to avoid u le..but i jus cant stop myself to do so..i noe u r sick n u lookin for medicine i chiong dwn gib u.i noe u like hello kitty so i saw it i buy for u..but i try my best to avoid u already do u noe hw wish i could see ur face again everytime see is the pic in my phone..all i did i jus wan u to be happy not ask u gib me a 2nd chance althought i hope it can but i noe ur heart only gt ur ex..but i stil wan see u happy day by day..y i so fan to her did i done wrong anything god plz teach me wat to do to make her happy.haizz.

29oct 9.10,
jus aruge wit mum....gan du lan la..i feel tat everything i wan i cant get.i sure a failure in my life..hao hao tel my mum abt my thing abt hse she dun even wan care n slove it lol...wait 1day i move out stay dun cry n act go hosptail ask me go visit u n beg u go hm..i dun like tis hse!!!gan gan gan du lan la..everything fail in my life..i'm a failure desmond cheong R U FAILURE UNDERSTAND..everything u wan wont get in the end de..sot la!!

29oct 8.22am,
jus reached hm not long,i jus was back hm frm ton..actually yesterday night is go justine hse ton de then end up her mum chash us out at midnight cos justine n his mum argue.for those ppl who noe me long u all will suddenly think y i suddenly will go justine hse ton ba..i ton at his hse is to be on guard on night duty cos michelle went to chalet n i did msg her say if anythin happen in chalat cal me i chiong dwn but end up she didnt reply.so didnt slp til nw lol..worry till cannnot slp.after kena chash out frm justine hse we wented back to tamp 886 n slack..all the way slack till 5.30am i msg her n ask her hw the day of ur chalet?but she didnt reply me at all..darm worry lol worry till my heart wan drop out liao lol..all the way wait wait wait til 8am then we went hm.i dun wan stay out wait because very hot + lack of cigg at least hse gt cigg pei me to wait..i noe i shouldnt worry for u but i jus cant stop myself not to..i didnt tried b4 so worry b4 even my sentence day last tym oso not so worry lol..haiz,i think i can understand 1 thing for nw is i love u even more lol is like u not wit my side i feel more love u every min keep will appear ur face in my mind.sometime i walk walk outside oso will think of ur thing.example like corn,masa malum,hello kitty & my china phone de game..but i dun except u will be back to me again i jus wan u happy.the only way for u to happy is let ur wish come true.ur wish is to patch wit ur ex but all i can do is pray to god when i pass by temple & collect more candle to gib u to pray understand the moon .i noe is a legned but i did try for a slight of light,a slight of chance.although u dun like the way i do but i really dunno wat else i can do for u anymore le..michelle hope u have a nice day in ur chalet hope i can see u online soon to prove tat u r fine although i block u,thinking tat if u dun block u,will u feel shag if u see me online?haiz,til nw i stil dun dare to unblock u..wat shld i do at all..god plz plz plz fulfill her wish plz..i dun mind tking anything to excharge it..think lter or tml i will go drop u the hello kitty i bought yesterday n run away..hope tis hello kitty will make u happy alothugh is not ur ex gib u de..i really did my best le..

28oct 9.54,
jus wented back at woodland.today meet my hostel friend jame n celebrate friend birthday cos he tml goin to court le..he tml sure sentence i sure go in cos tat tym he run army ma..haizz darm worry for her she didnt post anything at her blog today darm darm worry.i noe she at chalat ton so i lter after bath goin bedok ton wit alot brother n friend.i msg her anything happen in chalat cal me we standby le..i wont let any1 hurt her not even touch her unless she willing.i goin bath n go justine hse le..hope michelle is fine i darm worry for her..i so happy i go woodland n see hello kitty n i faster buy it.i noe u lack of toy play le n u like hello kitty.wait til u come back frm chalet then i go put at ur hse outside n run away.

28oct 1.23pm,
jus waken up n saw michelle msg me i'm so happy happy..she msg me "LOL. anyway thanks for your panadol".i replied "all u nid is to gib urself a rest nw.u r welcome".i so happy tat she msg me automantic somemore is 4.30am she msg me.jus seen her blog everything is the same.wondering u went to chalat le or u r resting..hope u have a gd rest n lter u goin chalat le plz plz tk care urself ok..anything u can msg me or cal me but i dun think u will ba.i goin prepare le.going to polyclinic to clean my wound.darm pain sia but bo bian....

28oct 2.24am.
woken up at 8.30pm cos mum wake me up for dinner.after brush teeth all tis i on my com i automantic will log in com n go in ur blog n see.after tat i noe tat u r sick n u lookin for medicine.so i decieded to buy medicine for u n put at ur hse outside n run away.after i eat all tis i went to bath.after bath my meimei nana argue wit her stead.then after all i rush dwn find her cos i treat her really as my meimei frm very young i already noe her le.can say is my childhood friend.after listening to her n her bf story n settle le i went to 711 to buy flu panadol after tat nana n yang pei me go michelle hse.i reached michelle hse n put the panadol n her hse downstair i walk away n msg her.she reply me u stil haven gib up on me??i replied her nope but i stil wish u n ur ex can be tgt.eat the medicine n get well so tat tml u can ton at chalet.after tat she replied me say i can tk care myself.after tat i duno u gt tk the medicine n eat or u jus throw it away.hope u gt eat n can get u better..michelle tan rest well ok i so hope i can bring u go see doctor LOL.but think impossible de ba.ur blog say u see ur ex blog n u feel tat u r failure n u courage urself to jiayou.michelle tan gd job dun gib up i will oso pray for u n him to be back tgt.michelle tan have grown up le no matter wat she stil courage herself n dun gib up.jiayou wor michelle tan.hope tat guy really gib her a chance i dun mind i beg to tat guy i jus wan her happy.god plz bless her n gib her a chance.i beg u god.

27oct 11.31pm.
finally finish enterient my friend after ton.yesterday night 26oct,we went to och wit alot alot ppl yesterday.1lorry n 1 minibus go dwn tgt.end up my friend damian,1 of his friend is a gal dunno y gt process by ghost lol.oso duno is real or fake then our night hunted hse event jiu tio cancell ga du lan LOL.end up all went back to car n go to loyang dua pei gong go pray.then went we at thr tat cb gal keep kpkp macham wat sia wan guy pity or concern her??keep kpkp n cry,faint & shout wan go hm.all stun oso come out liao lol.then after tat our lorry driver drive out go buy some joss stick,rice,joss paper & candle.after tat we at thr wait wait wait then the stupid gal oso at thr faint.kp,shout keep du lan sia!!end up they ps us at temple n they drive go eat.WTF LOL after go then damain cal me say they go eat.wat can we do!!lan lan la tel him u oso go liao then wat can i say.macham u all will hungry we all wont like tat.so wat she process real or fake i oso duno lol i oso can act more worst then her LOL..after they go i go in temple n pray to dua pei gong ask him to gib u a safe trip on tis sun cos u goin back to malaysia 1wk.dua pei gong plz protect her ok i pray to u sincerely le no play play 1.after tat our driver come back we go back OCH to pray!!when we reach och then they cb gal process de haven reach och stil wan we all wait for her darm darm darm du lan sia.macham she wat sia.then after they reach we go in och then the gal keep kp say dunwan go in all tis then they put her in then after tat i hold her head ask her go in then all kp me say i stranggle her then lter his friend go do the same way as i did jus nw then they kp.then me darm sot liao i scold all then after tat argue wit my side brother but older then as quite alot age de la.knn me already gan dulan liao then i hold her head all kp me then his friend do no1 kp.i really cannot stand it n i shout it out liao lol.gan sot sia!!after tat pray finish all go back to our car.then the gal wit my friend damian they all go themselve then we all tk lorry go back tamp.after tat cb my friend kena catch hiong bike then i suey suey go cal him n msg him then he msg me wher m i i reply 829.after not long kena ambush by alot police then say wat i steal bike all tis la bleh bleh..then keep question me i oso dunno anything i onli msg him n cal him out nia ma.cb 1police oso darm xialan heng he police if not i really buey tahan wan whack him le.we 3+ kena amush at coffeeshop 5+ then let us go.darm stupid sia waste of my time LOL.
after tat slack slack slack talk talk talk all the way til 8+ all come up my hse slack then i dunwan say who the 1 la.at my bed hug gal til sibei song til slp at my bed hai me ji dou i cant slp lol.brother i treat u gd liao lol gib u my bed wit her slp 1h hor..u noe i at thr gan nothing to do see u all slp tgt.after tat go michelle blog n saw tat she wasnt happy.she did all wat did to get back her ex but her ex onli wan wit other gal.i can understand hw u feel cos i suffering nw too.u say at ur blog tat he happy u wil happy.but do u noe u happy then i will happy ma.u noe i really force myself not to apprear on u even noe i dun dare to unblock u in msn.when can i be free to msg u to concern u all this??u noe forcing urself to stop contact a person u love is really very very hard task but i onli can keep force myself.wat else i can do for u to happy.ur tag board say u already forgotten me le but do u noe i every min i keepin on u,ur face keep appear in my mind n i wil auto tk out my phone n see ur photo n video.i jus wan u be happy i dun mind u whack me or forgotten me plz stay happy.i think nowaday my temper really really not very gd sry brother n friend if i gt scold u all.hope u all will understand.i suspect myself being owl le.i become back to night life le jialat i dun wan to be back once i be back nightlife i will get alot trouble de sonner or lter i will lose my freedom n ended in prison.mcihelle tml goin to chalat ton le but wat can i do.i feel like goin dwn be a dog n protect her lol but i dunno the ward but if u wanna go check i can find it de.but i dun wanna spoilt ur mood plz enjoy ur chalat dun go out fight then kena case wor.
i noe chalat gt alot guy de but except of jeallous wat else i really really can do.everyday think the same thing but i stil get a ans wat else can i do.haiz..god plz gib michelle tan jie wen happy.let her wit her ex patch back she really love tat guy much.i beg u plz god gib her a chacne i dun wanna see her not happy my heart cant tk it.

26oct 5.42pm
jus woken up,jus read michelle blog,glad to heard tat ur mood getting.,i noe hw u feel jioing back ur ex the feelin nw.cos i suffering the same feeling as u even more worst then u.u corauge urself by saying jiayou michelle tan.yeah tat the way GOGOGO dun gib up.at least u stil can congra her not like me even til nw stil dun dare to block ur sms.hw wish u see me online or i msg u,u wont feel fan but for ur happy i choose avoid.so u must stay happy alway ok i already do wat i can do to stop appear on u le..jiayou michelle tan!!may god bless her.

26oct 6.58am,
jus reached hm after having a midnight show wit ben,yang,mei yan n her friends.we went to watch coffin at Ehub.tis is planned by mei yan frm woodland all the way dwn jus to wan jio me watch movie.i noe she wanna make me happy but it doesnt.the show make me more think of her.all pei me go watch movie de all basterd ask u all pei me go in coffin n pray dun wan.dun wan stil nvm stil knn laugh at me n say i gt depression all tis.i nv joke wit u all lol if slp in morning can make a wish.i will wish tat michelle ex wil patch wit her.i really planned to go in slp in coffin right.who willing to pei me i ON u slp in coffin no lobang.even gt a slip of hope i will try n make u n him patch de.nothing much i can do except being navie.god plz gib her a chance plz plz plz.jus 1 more chance.i noe is too much to pray to god gib her n him patch tgt n stil ask kuan yin ma gib her a safe trip but seriously swear i will excharge wit my life.

25oct 11.25pm
jus went back frm 886 aftering wit alot alot of my friend.dunno y today 886 so many people meeting at thr 2big table tat thr oso sit til over full..today went wit bugis wit darence,hongjie,xiaomei(hongjie galfriend) n lesile.today went to bugis thr de kuan yin temple n pray for michelle tat he tis sun go back malaysia have a safe trip.nothing must i had do for her le.hope kuan yin ma really gib her a safe trip.after tat we saw a uncle begging for money n lesile gib him $10..he today darm rich lol bring $1500 out n treat us go eat steamboat.jus saw ur blog n u wrote tat u miss the date wit him today n u asked urself to buckup yeah michelle tan tat the way jiayou jiayou.hope u n him really can be back tgt n have ur happeniess..u which tat he gib u a toy.i noe u wan hello kitty so i ask my friend go genting help me buy le but i gib u will u like it?although is not he gib u de la but all i can gib u de onli like tat.i really wan see u happy.hope tat guy can gib her a toy jus a normal toy she will be very happy.plz i dun mind u buy her n i pay money or i gib u my life to excharge.haizz.michelle tan glad to heard tat u ask urself n buckup.jiayou!!

25oct 2.58pm,
jus saw ur blog n u ton last night n ur mood getting better.glad to see tat.haizz saw ur blog tking a photo wit a guy nv wear shirt slping n think u ton at his hse last night ba.except jealous wat else i can do for it?hope ur mood will get better n better by every min.tk care michelle.

25oct 1.55,
jus waken up n online.saw u online but i stil dun dare to unblock u.i noe u dun wish to see me online n once i unblock i noe u will send me alot words to make me feel shag.i rather choose aviod then my avoid u may look more happy.i really trying my best to disappear on u le.GOD let her happy plz!!

25oct 6.02am,
jus reached hm after playing wit irvan,ah xiang,jin gang & wei lun.the gong gong wei lun gib die car de keep xiasuey playing bike wit him sia,but i respect him keep on trying n trying got a determine not to gib up.after the night i think through le.mr not useless say is right mayb i make her feel tat i too fan le.so i dun use mr useless to tag u anymore since u already noe is me.i will gib u a time hao hao go think n cool dwn urself wat u wan actually.michelle hope u will get back ur ex n stay happy sorry for all i did.after all the candle i recieve i will gib u n u light it on urself pray to moon tat wat u wan.mayb will came true??hope so ba.GOD plz gib michelle tan happeniess i dun mind u tk my life to excharge i swear to u i mean wat i say.

24oct 11.40pm,
jus seen ur blog tagboard.u already noe mr useless is me but u seem more n more angry to me.courage u to jio bak ur ex isnt wat u wan?after seeing wat mr not useless type to her tag to me i understand wat she wan,she wan is i dun come pestering her so i blocked michelle msn but i do feel talk to her.the onli way oso gib her spotted.haizz,wat way can i really talk to her aagain?

24 oct 5.59,
u sended me a msg writen tat dont do nonsence things for you anymore.you wont get touch.you only like ur ex and dun do thing which embarass you can anot.then i ask u la u gt the courage to go collect candle n even go beg for other??can u do it.i noe u like ur ex but wat r u doing sitting thr waiting for him be back to u again?y not u think of a way n jio him back better then doing nothing!try at least gt a hope if u choose not trying u r giving up.i planned le all the candle i recieve i will gib u n u go light under the moon,n pray to moon tat u wan him back tis is a legend frm show but i did try n nv gib up.jiayou wor michelle really hope n can get back him.jia you jia you.

24 oct 5am,
jus reached hm not long.after i seen ur blog i feel so shag tat u stil love ur ex but i really hope his heart n feeling is mine.so tat u will be xing fu n wont stress for everything le..i noe i make u disappointed but i really hope i can do something to make u touch n forget him better then waiting u to be back to me is a stupid solution for nw.after i saw ur blog i went out play motor to destress myself.have u all seen b4 bai ka ppl ride bike??but i ride very slow nia la.after tat i noe i stil love u lots since i say ur blog so i didnt gib up n ask for my friends n explain to them is i dui bu qi ni.requested to them for a candle n blessing note.after tat i was so happy tat i recieved 12 candle n blessing note..i will not gib up n wil keep on ask for me.since i can be so strong after all thing hope u can too.i dui ni gt confitdent jia you wor michelle tan!!!dont fang xi i respect ur decision.i get tis idea not to gib up is because tat day i went to prawning n found out tat prawing is jus like u si lian.when u prawning u cant stay at the same spot n wait try to move ur rod slowing n find the prawn to bite ur bail andonce the prawn bite ur bait cool dwn n try ur best to hook it up dun waste the chance u have.the meaning is i dun wan jus wait n do nothing i will try my best not to gib up n win ur heart back again.hope wont be a sad trady ended.after all jiayou!

jus saw ur new update blog..all the while u still thinkin of ur ex.u write on blog n say tat u dunno wan meet ur ex on sat ma.if u really love him meet him n express all ur feelin n all the word hidden in ur heart so long.just to say if u dun love me n tk me as a replace i wont blame u but i wan thank u.thx for gibing me a warmth love on tis 5day we have spent happily.but i really hope ur love n ur heart wil be back to me.i the 1 who tag u in ur blog by using mr useless to keep on courage u..i spread tis new to alot of my friends
For those people who wna see me & Michelle patch, pls get a candle and write your blessings in a paper & pass it to me.
I'm very sorry to her and i made her disappointed so i hope you all can give me and her some confidence by giving me a candle & a blessing note.
I will light at her house downstairs & let her see so that she will know that lighting up the candle is confidence given by the moon.
Please help me all my friends! :D
I will appreciate it alot.
& I will go down to take from you guys at any place even if I'm crippled.
Thanks for willing to help me! (:
hope wat i have done can make u touch by wat i have done n look forward then thinkin of the past.jia you michelle tan jie wen!!jia you no1 can help u except urself.

For those people who wna see me & Michelle patch, pls get a candle and write your blessings in a paper & pass it to me.
I'm very sorry to her and i made her disappointed so i hope you all can give me and her some confidence by giving me a candle & a blessing note.
I will light at her house downstairs & let her see so that she will know that lighting up the candle is confidence given by the moon.
Please help me all my friends! :D
I will appreciate it alot.
& I will go down to take from you guys at any place even if I'm crippled.
Thanks for willing to help me! (:

23 oct 7pm,
jus reached hm not long again.today went to parkway n go thr tk photo tat we have spent a happy afternoon at thr in the past.while i walking keep on repeating the image of u.i decided to tk all the pics of our trip on parkway in the past of our memerious n past it on a bk n let u think back of the happy memerious we had last tym.i really hope i can get back to the past.after tat while going hm tat tym i saw masa malum n think back tat we have a masa malum trip in the past n u like cupcorn so much n much.so i bought a cup of cupcorn n tk bus to ur hse n hang to her door.while i reach her hse i taken lift up n walk dwn 2story because of my leg is injured.i hang at her door n knock her door n run away.i used 1leg to drop dwn of the stair all the way to the ground floor,i scared u will rush me n gib me a bad scolding.i noe all this thing i have done to u,u will feel tat is a nothing to u n a simple thing to u.but my leg is cripple n i walk yi guai yi guai jus to do all those thing u make u touch n gib me 1more chance.michelle tan i really love u so much i dunno wat else i can done for u.jus nw thx for chatting wit me at msn i really so happy n glad to heard tat u finished up the cupcorn.saw ur blog jus nw n u say i tel the whole world tat i brk wit u n no point jioing u patch again.i tel the world tat u have broken up wit me is i wan to let the world to noe is i dui bu qi ni is i make u disappointed again.ur friend say we not match because of our height but jus to say if u mind i will cut of my legs n be the same height wit u i not jokin i serious.ur friend say we not match because i'm a tao eh u r a normal gal but do u think i wan to be a tao eh,do u think i can be back to a normal person?the ans is no the onli thing i can do is relax dun cause trouble n lead my gina dun find trouble too.if i can get back u i no mind i gib up all i have.even be a begger for life i oso will.

23oct nw is 3.30am,
jus readed michelle blog n she went out slack wit her friend.she say in blog no1 wan chat wit her in sms but i sms u do u reply?u say in blog u wan ppl send u hm but do u noe hw wish i can send u hm again.even i nw cripple i so so wish i could send u hm again but jus tat i dun have the chance.haizz, darm shag after seeing it.i used mr useless n tag ur blog n hint u but dun think u noe is me ba.oso gd la mayb u noe me u more hate me to intercup ur life.wat can i do??talk to my com n type in blog lol..michelle i really love tat u nid me to sms n send u hm u wil think of me u jus send me a msg i wil chiong dwn for u no matter wher m i.

22 oct 08
i went to find derrick at his hse to pass him milkybar at 12.30.i reached her hse at abt 1 because my walk abit slow because of my leg.but i nv gib up i keep on push myself to walk to his hse n pass her the milkybar n pass to her went he go sch.Ended up i reach his hse n cal him he didnt ans n fall aslp..GAN DULAN LOL!!!Then i went up his hse n put at his hse outside n msg him where i put the milybar.i went hm slp after tat.morning derrick pass to her n she reply to derrick a thank you i dunno she thank to me or derrick but i stil very happy tat she stil accept it because she ask me dun waste money to buy for her b4 the day.i woke up at around 1.30pm,hse was nobody at hm darm shag wan drink water or wat oso nid walk like cripple like tat.i 4pm msg her to ask her go hm early if not her mum goin KP her again,but she didnt reply me so i dun dare to msg her again i scared she will get more angry to me.so i wait wait wait til 5+ she online at msn i msn her tat i going exam lter hope she can wish me a gd luck but she didnt reply me so i offline n prepare to go sch for my exam.it was a raining day when i going out to sch tat tym so taken a cab to go sch because my wound touch wit rain water darm pain.reached sch n eaten my dinnner went up to smoke wit my classmate b4 takin the exam.i slight the door open n i let go i hit til my classmate but i'm accidently not purpusly.then kena my classmates scold DARM DULAN.After smoke went to exam room n i done til halfway i gib up.i keep thinking of her n she didnt wish me a gd luck for exam mayb she dun believe me going exam ba.but cant blame u ba i tis type of AH BENG where wil go exam de.after exam i wait for my classmate to finish exam at classroom outside then we goin back tat tym he side gate close n we caught the rain all the way to main gate.i was darm pain when the rain water hit my wound STUPID GUARD SABO ME!!
after tat went to tk cab wit my classmate,she lobang me to tamp inter thr cos i meetin friend cos she jus came back frm genting n pass me a bear wit a necklance inisde have a grain grave my sir name on it de.TGT wit my friend we chat til midnight then we all tk cab back hm.i planned to buy milkybar n send to derrick hse but my leg was really really pain til i almost cannot walk n nid my friend to carry but i dun wan.i'm sry tat i cant gib u milkybar but i dun dare to msg u n tel u.wat can i do talk to my com n type in blog LOL..on tis day 2gal tel me tat she stil like me but i jus cant forget her so i jus tel them i jus cant forget u.i wondering do u appericate wat i have done to u?if u dun appericate i oso will try my best to jio u back de i really love u.hope u wil be back to me again i nid u so much..

20 Oct
i was very hurt on that day. 5.30am ride bike to prime supermarket to find chocolate, milky bar for her breakfast becos she will eat it everyday and treat it as breakfast.
after buying, ride to springfield backgate to wait for her, saw her and walk towards her. she kay siao turn away, i walk faster towards her, pass her chocolate, her breakfast and greentea. she give me a feeling that she dont want to see me. i just pass to her & walk away. i was very sad, i went to find my friend then we continue to play bike cos i think its a good idea to forget the feeling you given to me for a short time than taking taking drugs & drinking beer.
9am i go home sleep, 5.30pm go take exam, then chiong bike all the way to morning.

th next day, 21 Oct.
5.30am went to buy chocolate, i intend to give her a surprise by going to her & hang the breakfast on the door & give her a surprise when she going to sch, she will open the door and saw the chocolate hanging on the door. but the god did not give me a chance to send the chocolate safely to her house, instead i got bike accident when going to her house. but wan to send til her hse n gib her surpisze but bike spoilt n i tk morning bus to her hse cos btw the bus start + my walkin timing she already open door go out le
i was afraid she woke up and i was late and its already 6am. so i rush very fast at the highway going to her house and buang. i hate the god so much not becos of the accident but becos i did not send the breakfast to her. why don't the god let me buang when i send the breakfast to her already and on th way coming back. the god really very ccb & pcb & neineikodai. i help my friend to a corner and pull the bike up and push to a corner.
take cab to hospital after that, when going to register my friend saw his uncle & we walked out to sit until his uncle go for half and hour and let the blood flow. after he left, we went for check up. the doctor ask me to wear the mask cos i having fever. then the nurse help me dress and put the alcohol to help me clean my wound, my face steam. when i at hospital, i msg her tell her i at hospital, but she reply me a then? i feel so sad until i cant describe it.
once i am discharge of the hospital i rush to springfield and meet Derrick and pass him the chocolate. Derrick went to look for her, but she went for excursions. then the god made a fool of me again. i beg Derrick to look for her at 6pm cos she's only back at 6pm. derrick passed to her already & tell her what happen, & her reply was really meh? when derrick tell me, i feel so sad. then i go for my exam, then come back home.
she did msg me at around 10plus, asking me not to buy chocolate for her again cos she say its a waste of money. i tell her to concern bout me & she did. i am very happy but after that, she keep asking me to forget her, but i can't. after few msg, there was no reply.
and i got difficulties walking up & down the stairs.