20nov 10.09om
today all the while pei my mum at hosptial..nv go anywher gan sian

20nov 12.12am
hai so stress so stress..everyday life jiu shi slack..haiz

18 nov 10.28pm
tempory not blogging too busy to tk care my mum n help my mum to do thing.meanwhile i doing thing for michelle..ps to my reader..

17 nov 12.31am
jus came back frm outside.went to bk today n slack til nw.frm around evening at thr slack slack tok cock all tis lol..keep thinkin tat wat she doing at malaysia nw..tml is our 1mth break le..haizz

15 nov 2.34pm
today jus ton frm chalet.last night nv slp then morning jio en liang,justine n his gf pei me go orchard cos i wan go thr tk pic frm last tym me n michelle past.the place we eat n the place i buy the 1st present for her..after tat go walk walk then en liang say a big toy he like the most n he cal his mum to buy for him then talk talk talk so long psyco his mum like a small little kid LOL.then after tat his mum help him pay 30 then the rest he play himself after tat we feel hungry we went to eat at lucky plaza then after tat tk a smoke then pei justine go MCYS for his reporting,after his reporting we went back tamp to meet ben then planned to go back hm change n me n justine n ben went to inter go wait bus then waiting for the bus being i say shawn n michelle tgt while he say he goin programme at sch then end up say him at inter wit her..then justine shout very loud aaaa michelle then i turn back i say her backview n she walk quickly then i jump out of then queen wanted to talk to shawn n ask end up they say bus come liao then nvm i go back hm change..then i at bus i look outside then gt 2malay showing me kua simi sign then i gan du lan i rush dwn bus n walk fast toward n whack the guy,whack finish gt 1 bangala cycle across me i kick him i gan du lan lol..after go hm n change i go dwn meet tan they all at 505 cos jeff dying hair then xiaomei cal shawn ask him come dwn tamp..then we found out alot thing n is she make me blacklist frm michelle he cb go tel michelle i bring dorren go his hse tgt wit friend so many name dun wan say say mine knn cb..by right oso he 1st noe dorren then we noe dorren de lol..ccb sabo kia..then after tat go geylang pray pray then after go chalet..then at chalet they darm kp slam door all tis i oso duno wat they doin lol i was slping at thr gib them chao xin lol..then after tat shawn gib we all kuan alcohol then i ask her alot thing n tk video n record dwn wat he sabo me n wat she have done to betray michelle thing..but if i show to michelle will he believe to me??or hate me even more?haizz jus a bad day for me lol..then after tat ton at thr till book out tym then we all go back hm..

14 nov 4.51am
nothing to post but then say is a happy day n a sad day for me..dun wish to mention..

11 nov 10.44pm
jus came back frm yesterday til nw i stil haven slp..waiting for michelle to reply but end up no reply.so i darm bo liao went dwn to do facial to pass time then spent me $ 35 then after tat walk out the shop see gt salon then sit dwn do reborning to my hair cos it really messy like lion king.i do reborning dunno hw many hour lol..frm afternoon til night then finish..after tat when to coffeeshop eat then jio justine come dwn cos he gt martell..then we at coffeeshop open then + we open 8tiger to add cake..justine gib me all sabo til darm jialat until he surrender dun dare to drink.then run back..then he go we kena police screen at coffeeshop gan dulan lol cb..we onli vomit they nid to report police de meh LOL lame lol..then after tat kena scold then chase we all go back then i go back cos i haven slp ma then they dunno go wher la..no worry pic will be post by tml cos in tan hp he toning tonight so tml he then send me..hahahaa=P brother orh eh happy birthday..

11 nov 6.30am
jus came back after ton.when out at 8+ cos they say gt taiji then i faster go bath n run out.when i run out they cal me say no taiji le then ask me go bk meet them.after tat i reach bk alone in the 1st place i keep think back of me & michelle past.til nw i stil cant gib up on her.after tat they reach bk then not enough seat then we change place to 886 then at thr slack..after tat we noe after 12am is justine birthday then yang gib me n ben cock cock idea lol put fire sparker into cigg gib him surpisze..then me yang ben go around nearby ma ma shop n look for fire sparker lol after tat we heng heng at the 3rd mama shop we found it somemore gt sound de..then we go do the cigg..then after tat i go gib justine smoke then he at 1st suspect y the cigg so heavy then i say wher gt.then he smoke til half way then suddenly gt a loud sound n sparker come out then he stock then he throw the whole cigg after tat alot of smoke come out macham gt fire jus mien lol..then after tat we went to eat cos kena police screen then ask we all go other place then after tat 12am le then we bring justine to 827 to meet another group of friend to ambush justine..justine tis yrs birthday jialat sia kena whack til rabak sia..hahaha=p.after tat we go mac slack slack talk talk then after tat tan bring dwn taptop then mac internet cannot use so we go void deck try then we slack at thr void deck all the way til nw lol..michelle dun be stress i wan u to be happy..i wan see u everyday happy..

9 nov 12.37pm
til tis tym i stil not tired.jialat le i dun wan everyday eat medicine n slp so keep ton ton ton but after all come back oso cant slp..i wondering alot thing i notice tat i be back to last tym life le..everyday night life gambling whack ppl..i dun wan be back to the life i use to be in the past plz god save me..i goin to the deeper n deeper le i cant controll myself for stop gambling lol..yesterday de yesterday midnight noe tat u n ur bf break so send u msg to console u after tat wake up i msg u i very happy then u gt reply n i talk to u in msn u gt reply but once i log in n see ur blog i saw u n him patch i was stun..so asked u in msn to confrim n tat the fact.y everything so fast back to square1 in a blink of an eye??y jus a slim slim slim slim chance oso must lai tat go..everything back to square1 cant msn u msg u n tag u..haizz

9 nov 10.46am
came back after ton.yesterday after knowing they brk n patch again gan shag y happen the person not me..i darm no mood la then go find them then they wan go OCH then pei them go lol end up go thr oso gan sian then me jeff n shawn gan bo liao hide the window then tk hp light on our face then all nv scared tio then ah tan scared tio gan ke yan lol..after tat go back tamp 886 play card then kena police screen gan long lol cos ah gal go guai lan wit the police then i tio..everytime screen me stil tio de haizz too backlist in police station liao la..then after tat i talk to the police then they let us go lOL.after tat suddenly raining then somemore very big lol then the cb police ask we all go other place sit then we run under the rain to 827a thr slack.gan shag lol dunno hw to express my feelin out.express out gib ppl say i onli wan michelle pity me then wat shld i do everyday tk medicine too make myslef slp??michelle bf dun make her disappoint le can ma i beg u can..

8 nov 6.06am
jus came back after ton.yesterday wake up around 3.30pm then at hm relax relax til 5+ go dwn 886 find justine boon hao n derrick..after tat thr relax relax play daidee..then wait til dorren come then we go 824 eat..after tat we go to 856C slack again play daidee cos they wan clear the money they wont me but end up more n more..hahaha i daidee clever 1 heee =P.after tat dorren go KRTC find his friend tk money after tat we go krtc find her then we go thr the bustop tk bus go shawn hse..after tat cb bo liao we go shawn hse watch tv nia then they play com..around 4+ tan jio me go back hm tgt then we gan stupid tk scooter back n bic of course is i tk bic la then tan write scooter frm bedok to tamp haha gan ke yan LOL..after reach hm saw my mine awake then noe she cant slp cos mon she operation haizz..then see michelle blog then noe tat her stead nv trust her lol stil scold her itchy hand WTF lol macham she itchy hand gt wrong LOL ccb..nid to scold de meh cant hao hao advice her meh..

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5 nov 10.59
jus reached hm not long stil haven slp yet.last night cant slp then slack til morning then noe tat dorren stil haven slp then she noe my hse no ppl cook today then she say she come my hse cook for me yi da li mian..i meet her at my hse nearby then go yi da li mian thing then go up my hse
after tat we cook the mian but alot thing happen..my hse kitchen totally like a mess til like a muder case LOL.the sauce pop til my wall somemore same on the floor lol.after tat i noe justine haven slp wit her gf so jio them come my hse eat tgt wit me..they reach hm my they think i add something in the mian lol think me til so bad person LOL basterd lolthen tat justine n his gf eat finish justine very gd lol help me wash plate + clean up my kitchen.thx brother..after tat we went to katong shopping center for KTV LOL..after tat we went to ktv n we all sot sot de sing til so loud til no voice lol..but we have a gd fun at thr la make all thing shout all inside ur heart..after ktv we went to play pool then after tat go hm le..haizz reach hm see her blog then she aruge wit her bf again y jus her bf gib her a steady relationship but heng at less nothing happen to her..if not i dunno hw michelle gonna tk it lol..haiz plz la michelle boi dun let her disappoint la can seem she really love u lol dun be stupid la..haizz

5nov 6.28pm
jus wake up not long again darm shag..online see michelle blog then noe tat she argue wit her bf again..y her bf cannot cherish her plz la cherish her can..dun make her feel tat u n her relationship not steady leh..saw her n her bf pic so many congra..i going jiatoh lter drink drink..hope she can be happy everyday.gan shag

4 nov 11.25pm
jus came back after slackin wit frined at BK i sitl not yet slp..haizz at her blog tag she say if the more she talk abt me i will spoilt her relationship gan shag nothing to say at all..hai i'm a 3rd party no matter wat i do

4 nov 5.34pm.
jus reached hm after ton but i not slping lter goin out slack again i gan stress cannot slp everyday eat medicine slp oso not a sloultion.yesterday wake up at 5.30 n faster prepare myself go sintua cos i gonna late liao cos of the medincine la gib me slp 8h over time..i went dwn meet leslie n yang after tat we go sintua tgt.while we on the way go we saw ppl seeing ice-cream n the r collecting thr ice-cream trolly frm the car wit the boss..then i saw my friend walking then we disturb each other by shouting then the boss noe us de ma cos last tym we whack his worker darm til jialat then he though gt problem wit his worker then he faster ask me wat happen then i tel him we disturb nia noe each other then he relieve darm ke yan LOL..while we reach the sintua we go find tan they all cos they already reach le then we at the void deck wait for other to come..i at thr wait for the oil to cook then go dwn by using hand for heng heng ma..i at thr wait 3h finally then start le cb i go thr say finish liao.knn less then 30min finish liao gan du lan lol..heng gt my neighbour children play wit me..hahahXD darm cute sia..after tat we go dwn paris ris for BBQ then cb go thr awhile my frined ps me go bedok then left me,en liang justin n boon hao we at thr think very long dunno wan go wher end up we make a choice we go en liang hse slack then at his hse oso darm sian then we go dwn void deck sit play card all this frm 6.30 till 2+ lol..gan tok gong lol.then after tat i saw damian gina then i ask him cal damian disturb him say they gt taiji then i wan see he will chiong dwn ma..end up he really chiong dwn then we chat chat all tis lol..then after tat go hm liao.after tat go hm went to see michelle blog she lookin for a cookiee i noe wher gt sell but i dun dare go send to her hse again her bf everyday go his hse all this then haiz..at her blog see her bf pic darm shag but bo bian la i really lose ma..cant blame any1 except myself for bu zhen qi lol..hope michelle stay happy as nw i wont tag u again le as pearlyn say lter u feel i fan..nw anything oso cannot do.tag oso cannot underground send her thing oso cannot..haiz feel like a paralza person lol..haizz gan shag everyday eat medicine to force myself to slp hope i can jus end my life lol but if i end my mum sure die de cos i noe she cant tk it somemore she mon operation darm worry lol.anything oso cannot do..y 2gal r making me worry n let me feel tat our distance is getting further n further le..mum n michelle tk care!!

2nov 11.50pm,
waken up at 11am cos goin to sintua ma.wake up morning cal so many ppl end up gib 2basterd dua..ccb darm dulan in the morning liao..i around 1.30 lai tat reach sintua then we go yewkeng all the way til night..during the yew keng kan shag all no cigg then wan go buy no place gt sell cigg de basterd..then yang keep disturb the god cos the god keep laugh then laugh til very cute..then we all keep curse yang tml wake up mouth whye 1 side lol.during the door i pray for 2person.1st my mum she going heart operation + gt life danger hope god can wish her gd luck for her operation on nxt mon..2nd pray for michelle goin malaysia have a safe trip.after tua we all went back hm then i reach hm same routine again.online see her blog n she n her bf aruge cos of me.wtf lol i really try avoid her le but y i stil in the wrong..i did sent her thing to her hse but i didnt appear + she tat tym nv tel me she gt bf lol..eh michelle bf pls la cherish her la if not u regret..i a example for u to see la..dun make her sad agian she is fragile plz i beg u..hope michelle everyday wont sad.haiz i cant do anything for her..