1 nov 5.58am

jus came back after meeting derrick..when i on the way go meet derrick i was very sad then suddenly big rain came to find me..thx rain for peiing me walking the path.do u guy even heard b4 i like walk in the rain cos no1 noe i'm crying.haizz,sun she jiu go back malaysia for 1 wk le hw wish i can meet her out n see her once but she reject me.i wanna bring u go a place tat u sure will like it de but after all i stil cant get the chance.michelle glad tat u find back ur happeniess all the best to u..i decided le i wanna be back the life tat i use to be in the past..i wan active back le i dun wanna relax anymore le go in jiu go in i really very stress at outside le..my lover n a lover my mum goin operation on nxt mth le gt life danger..wat can i do who can tel me..y every gal important to me r hurting me.even my mum oso wan make me worry wat can i do for her..haiz,but i really dun wish of fighting anymore.wat can i do choose back to last tym life or??haizzzzzzzz.